Wednesday, 18 April 2012

ONE REASON POEM ON A TRUE LOVE STORY


...you left me for one reason...
...i am proud of you for that reason...

...you forgot my love for one reason...
...i still love you without any reason...

...you forgot my happiness for one reason...
...i forgot my pain for that reason...

...you never miss me for one reason...
...still happy that i missed focusing on that reason, before falling with you in true relation...

...you never cry for me for one reason...
...i do cry like baby, still happy that you don"t cry because of that reason...

...you forgot our past for one reason...
...what i had for you is not yet lost because of that reason...

...you live happily for one reason...
...i die everyday for that reason...

...YOU GOT ONE REASON TO END OUR TRUE REASON...
...I AM PROUD OF YOU FOR THAT REASON...
...BUT...
...I ALSO HAVE ONE REASON...
...FOR CARRYING ON WITH OUR TRUE RELATION (even without you)...
...LOVING YOU FOREVER MY LIFE IS MY REASON...


...POEM ON A TRUE LOVE STORY...
...WHERE REASON TO END THE RELATION WAS GENUINE FOR ONE..
...THAT REASON BECAME THE REASON FOR THE OTHER TO LOVE FOREVER...
...BREAK UP DONE BY ONE FOR ONE GENUINE REASON...
...PROMISES KEPT BY THE OTHER RESPECTING THAT REASON...

...JUST WISH FRIENDS...
...THAT REASON (GIRL'S DAD) UNDERSTANDS THEIR TRUE LOVE...
...THAT TRUE LOVE STORY BECOMES A SUCCESSFUL LOVE STORY...


Monday, 9 April 2012

...it's not about me, it's all about having you in me...


 you asked me about "ME"...
i replied saying "IT's YOU"...
me nothing without you...

you asked me about "MY LIFE"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY LIFE"...
my life starts with you, ends with you...

you asked me about "MY LOVE"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY LOVE"...
my love & feelings are just for you...

you asked me about "MY HEART"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY HEART"...
my heart beats only for you...

you asked me about "MY IDOL"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY IDOL"...
i follow your way holding hands with you...

you asked me about "MY GOD"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY GOD"...
i found my god in you...

you asked me about "MY DREAMS"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY DREAMS"...
all my dreams came true, when i meet you...

you asked me about "MY AIM"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY AIM"...
i aim to make our life beautiful...

you asked me about "MY SMILES"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY SMILES"...
i smile when i am with you...

you asked me about me "MY TEARS"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY TEARS"...
i cry when i am not with you...

you asked about "MY STRENGTH"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY STRENGTH"...
my strength lies in you...

you asked me about "MY FEAR"...
i replied saying "YOU ARE MY FEAR"...
i fear the day i will be left alone by you...
everything will end for me...

...the day i will be left by you...
...NO LIFE...NO LOVE...NO HEART...
...NO IDOL...NO GOD...NO DREAMS...
...NO AIM...NO SMILES...NO TEARS...
...NO STRENGTH...NO FEAR...
...NO ME...
...i will end me the day you leave me...


...after hearing this you replied something...
...something that made me feel so special of my life...
...something that makes me cry when i actually want to smile...


 ...you replied saying to me...
DARLING "ALL REPLIES YOU GAVE TO ME HAD ME"
"I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU"
"I WILL ALWAYS LOVE ME IN YOU"
 "I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU"
"I WILL NEVER LEAVE ME IN YOU"
"I AM HAPPY THAT I AM IN YOU"
...BUT...
"IF WE DON'T MAKE OUR LOVE STORY A SUCCESS"
"I AM HAPPY THAT I WILL ALSO END WITH YOU"
" EVEN I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU"
"I AM HAPPY THAT I AM IN YOU"
"THANK YOU FOR HAVING ME IN YOU"


...EVEN NOW WHEN I AM RECALLING THIS...
...I AM CRYING WHEN I ACTUALLY WANT TO SMILE...
...LOVE YOU FOREVER & EVER...




Thursday, 5 April 2012

...MY MIND vs MY HEART...




MIND says, single you are...
HEART says, single yet committed you are...

MIND says, never forgive her for breaking your heart...
HEART says, i never blammed her for breaking me into different parts...

MIND says, give her all the pains, do all that could bring tears in her eyes...
HEART says, take all her pains, do what will always add to her smiles...

MIND says, i have forgot her / i will never recall her...
HEART says, i have never / i will never stop myself from missing her...

MIND says, complete you can be even without her...
HEART says, nothing you were / nothing you are / nothing you can be without her...

MIND says, she is not the perfect one in your life...
HEART says, she is the only perfect one in your life...

MIND says, move on in your life...
HEART says, wait for her till you are alive...

MIND says, stop loving her / start hating her...
HEART says, i won't stop beating for her...

MIND says, stop fooling yourself i am revealing you the fact of life...
HEART says, don't fool yourself i am revealing you about your own life....

...BATTLE BETWEEN...
...MY MIND vs MY HEART...
...FORCED ME TO CLOSE MY EYES...
...I OPENED MY CLOSED EYES AFTER SOMETIME...


MIND said for the last time, i am out of it, till the time you realize...
HEART said, i am always with you because i know you already realized...

...I ASKED MY HEART...
...HOW COULD YOU BE SO SURE OF THE FACT THAT I REALIZED ???
...HEART REPLIED...
...WHEN YOUR EYES WERE CLOSED YOU REALIZED...
...I WAS SHOCKED & I AGAIN ASKED MY HEART...
...WHAT WENT THROUGH ME, WHEN I CLOSED MY EYES ???
...HEART REPLIED...
...YOU WENT THROUGH THE REASON...
...YOUR ANGEL(LOVE) GAVE FOR COMING IN YOUR LIFE...


... I SAID...
...HATS OFF TO YOU MY HEART...
...BYE BYE TO MY MIND...

...I STOPPED MY HEART FROM REVEALING THOSE FIRST & SPECIAL LINES...
...REASON MY ANGEL (LOVE) GAVE FOR COMING IN MY LIFE...
...NOT BECAUSE I DON'T WANTED TO GET IT REVEALED...
...IT'S JUST BECAUSE I WANTED MYSELF TO REVEAL IT...
...SO HERE I AM REVEALING IT...
...THE REASON SHE GAVE FOR COMING IN MY LIFE...
...THE FIRST LINE SHE SAID BEFORE BECOMING THE BEST PART OF MY LIFE...


"SWEETHEART"
...I DON'T KNOW MUCH ABOUT YOUR MIND...
...BUT I DO KNOW...
...THAT YOU HAVE GOT A GOLDEN HEART...


...TODAY WHEN YOU ARE NOT IN MY LIFE...
...I AGREE TO YOUR POINT...
...I AGREE THAT I INDEED HAVE GOT A GOLDEN HEART...
...GOLDEN HEART OF MINE NOT ONLY WON OVER MY MIND...
...BUT WILL ALWAYS...
...LOVE YOU TILL I AM ALIVE...


...LOVE YOU FOREVER & EVER...
...FROM THIS GOLDEN HEART OF MINE...

Tuesday, 3 April 2012

:) HATE YOU ALWAYS :)



 ....when i say i can live without you...
...i lie to you...

...when i say i can be happy even without you...

...i lie to you...

...when i say i don't wet my eyes missing you...

...i lie to you...

...when i say i don't respect you...

...i lie to you...

...when i say i don't regard you as the perfect one in my life...

...i lie to you...

...when i say i don't dream of you...

...i lie to you...

...when i say i don't find my angel in you...

...i lie to you...

...when i say life of mine can be beautiful even without you...

...i lie to you...

...when i say I HATE YOU...

...i lie to you...

...i lie to you, just to hear from you...


...WHEN YOU SAY...
"BABY", I KNOW YOU MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE DO...
"SWEETHEART", I KNOW WHEN & WHERE ACTUALLY I WAS LIED BY YOU...
"DARLING" I KNOW THE HIDDEN TRUTH..& SO, I HATE YOU TOO...
 
 
 ...TRUST ME, AFTER HEARING ALL THIS FROM YOU... 
...I FEEL SO GOOD...
...I FEEL SO SPECIAL...
...I FEEL SO PROUD OF MY CHOICE...
...I FEEL SO PROUD OF YOU...
...WELL, HERE I AM PROMISING YOU...
"I WILL ALWAYS LIE TO YOU"
"I WILL ALWAYS HATE YOU"
 
 
...SOME LIES ARE INDEED VERY, VERYYYYY SPECIAL...

Saturday, 31 March 2012

...whatever i am today, it's just because of you...



 ...today whatever i am... 
...its just because of your presence in my life...

...you came in my life, adding smiles...
...you went away from my life, wetting my eyes...

...you came in my life, shaking hands...
...you went away from my life, waving hands...

...you came in my life, like an angel...
...you went away from my life, like a stranger...

...you came in my life, i started dreaming even with open eyes...
...you went away from my life, i can't even dream with closed eyes...

...you came in my life, with hopes...
...you went away from my life, breaking my hopes...

...you came in my life, asking for my heart...
...you went away from my life, asking back for your heart...

...you came in my life, everything changed for good...
...you went away from my life, everything is still the same except you....

...you came in my life, just for a while...
...you went away from my life, left me all alone for rest of my life...

...all wonder how i still manage living my life with smiles...
...even when i miss u all the time...
...its just because i live thinking of those moments i had with you...
...those moments make me smile even when i want to cry...
...those moments were, are & will always be the best moments of my life...
...although it was just for a while...
...your presence made my life...



...I BECAME TRUE FROM BEING A FAKE GUY...
...THANKS FOR COMING IN MY LIFE...
...TODAY WHATEVER I AM...
...IT'S JUST BECAUSE OF...
...YOUR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE...
...EVEN IF IT WAS JUST FOR A WHILE...
...YOU INDEED MADE MY LIFE...
...THANKS FOR COMING IN MY LIFE...

 ...LOVE YOU...


...MISS YOU...


 ...THANK YOU...


Wednesday, 28 March 2012

...BEFORE I GET WEAK... ...GO AWAY...



...ONE DAY...

....one day you asked for my heart...
...i made you my sweetheart straight away...

...one day you asked for my promises...
...i gave you my commitments straight away...

...one day you asked for my true relation...
...i made you my feelings straight away...

...one day you asked for my love...
...i made you my life straight away...

...THAN ONE DAY CAME... 



 ...you asked me to leave you...
...you asked me to end everything with you...
...i tried convincing you madly & badly...
...but the reason you gave to do so was all over you...
...i realized it seeing your face...
...never wanted you to give, what you wanted from me...
...BUT...
...you started crying & to make you smile...
...i forgot all my up comings pains & sufferings...
...I SAID...
...BEFORE I GET WEAK...
...GO AWAY...
...i gave you what i never wanted to give you...

 ...LOVE YOU, MISS YOU...

  
...love is not about your own self, its about sacrificing &
compromising yourself for someone else...

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

सच्चे दिल से चाहो किसी को, खुदा को पायो अपने सिने मे


खुदा ने कहा मुझसे
"क्यूँ खड़ा है दूर तू मुझसे, नजदीक आ तू मेरे"
"दुनिया आती है दर पे मेरे, मैं खुद आया हूँ ज़न्नत से पृथ्वी पे"
"खड़ा हूँ तेरे दर पे" 
 "लौटा देगा क्या मूर्ख, मुझे बिना मिलाये तू मुझसे"

मैंने कहा खुदा से
लौट जा तू मेरे दर से
दुनिया मानती होगी तुझे दिल से
मैं सिर्फ मानता हूँ अपनी महबूबा को दिल से

खुदा ने कहा मुझसे
"मुझे गर्व है मुझपे"
"जो मैंने डाला मेरा खुद का दिल तेरे सिने मे"
"मुझे मिला दिया तू मुझसे"
"माँग जो माँगना है तुझे"

मैंने हाथ जोड़कर माँगा खुदा से
हर इंसान के सिने मे डाल दे तू अपना दिल
होने दे सब चाहने वाले की प्रेम कहानी पूरी
न होगी कभी किसी चाहने वाले की दासतान अधूरी
तब मानूंगा मैं तुझे
तेरे खुद के दिल से
जो है मेरे सिने मे
 

 खुदा ने फिर कहा मुझसे
"मुझे गर्व है मुझपे"
"जो मैंने डाला मेरा खुद का दिल तेरे सिने मे"
"सच्चे दिल से चाहो किसी को,पायो मुझे अपने सिने मे"

ये कह के खुदा चले गए और मुझको पता चला की...
"सच्चे दिल से चाहो किसी को, खुदा को पायो अपने सिने मे"

Monday, 12 March 2012

...oNe DaY oF mY LiFe...

 ...oNe DaY oF mY LiFe...

  
...one day you came in my life...
...i started living my life...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...i started missing my own self from my life...

...one day you came in my life...

...i started seeing my own image in your eyes...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...even shadows of mine started ignoring me, left my side...

...one day you came in my life...

...i always smiled, never cried...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...i always cry, never smile...

...one day you came in my life...

...emotions of mine were hard to get described...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...emotions flows from my eyes...

...one day you came in my life...

...everyday was a valentines day (happy day) of my life...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...everyday became judgement day (suffering day) of my life...

...one day you came in my life...

...perfection was added to my profile...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...imperfection again took over my perfect life...

...one day you came in my life...

...it was & will forever be the best day of my life...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...it is & will always be the worst day of my life...

...one day you came in my life...

...i started loving & praising my life...
...you made my life..



...one day you walked away from my life...
...i started regretting & fucking hate my life...
 
...WHY ???? WHY ??? WHY ???
...WHY ??? YOU WALKED AWAY CHANGING MY LIFE...
...PLEASE, COMEBACK IN MY LIFE...
...OR ELSE I HAVE NO OTHER OPTION LEFT...
...OTHER THAN ENDING MY LIFE...
...PLEASE, COMEBACK OR ELSE I WILL DIE...


  
...MISSING YOU...
 

Friday, 9 March 2012

...I LOVE YOU, THREE WORDS OF MY LIFE...


...I LOVE YOU, THREE WORDS OF MY LIFE...
 
  
...you said to me, "JAANU" no one will make you cry...
...never knew, you will be the only one ending my smiles...

...you said to me, "BETU" no one will blame you...

...never knew, talking to me pointing fingers will be you...

...you said to me, "SWEETU" no one will misunderstand you...

...never knew, questions to clarify myself will be asked by you...

...you said to me, "BABU" no one will disrespect you...

...never knew, me & my true feelings will be mocked only by you...

  
...you said to me, "HONEY" no one will make you suffer in your life...
...never knew, playing with my life was actually you...

...you said to me, "DARLING" you make me feel special, feel like i am
an ANGEL...
...never knew, you will be the only one leaving me alone, making me feel like a stranger...

...you said to me, "SWEETHEART" no one will stop you from moving up in
your life...
...never knew, you will be the only one putting shackles to my life...

...you said to me "OH MY BABY, I LOVE YOU"...

...never knew, every time saying "I LOVE YOU" was just a matter of three words for you...
 
...i can't FORGIVE you my entire life...
...because, i never BLAME you for doing whatever you felt like... 
...you want to know the reason WHY???
...here i am letting you know the reason WHY...
...when i said "I LOVE YOU" i gave you my entire life...
...after that whatever you did, it was your RIGHT...
 ...you did all with your own (my) life...

  ...NO REGRETS...
...NO DEMANDS...
??? NO QUESTIONS ???
 ...NO HARD FEELINGS FOR YOU...
...my life will be all yours till the time i say...
...I LOVE YOU...
 ...at least trust me this time, when i say you...
...my last line before i die...
...will be those very three words of my life...
...I LOVE YOU...
...which will still be a matter of three words for you even that time...
  


Tuesday, 6 March 2012

...MY MR. RIGHT...

...MY MR. RIGHT...

 

 


...like others...
...i also see dreams...
...in fact, lots of dreams...
...some dreams make me smile...
...some dreams make me cry...
...some dreams make me surprise...
...some dreams make me looser...
...some dreams make me winner...
...some dreams make me realize...

...like others...

...i also recall my dreams...
...in fact, recall them right after every night...
...recalling those dreams make me dream again with open eyes...
...all my night dreams gets linked to morning dream of mine...
...dream of how would be MY MR. RIGHT???
...MR. RIGHT who will do anything & everything to make me smile...
...MR. RIGHT who will do anything & everything to keep my tears aside...
...MR. RIGHT who will do anything & everything to make me surprised every time...
...MR. RIGHT who will stand by my side motivating me whenever i loose...
...MR. RIGHT who will always be a part of my achievements, admire my wins...
...MR. RIGHT who will do anything & everything to make me realize...
...realize that whatever i had in my dreams was never a lie...

...excited...
...i am excited to meet & ask that guy...
...how, he made me felt his presence throughout my life (till date) ???
...my fingers will be crossed before getting his reply...
...i just wish he replies to me, what i already had in my mind...
...i just wish he replies to me asking with the same question that i had  for MY MR RIGHT...
...if he replies to me asking how, i was able to make my presence felt so far in his life ???

...i will be assured...

...i will realize...
...my dreams never lied...
...i got MY MR. RIGHT...
...he is MY MR. RIGHT...



 ...expressing my friend SONAL MURARKA feelings & lines for her MR. RIGHT...


...every lines of her made me felt that her emotions are so RIGHT (true)...
...no chance of her dreams not coming true...
...she will get her MR. RIGHT...

Sunday, 4 March 2012

...क्या जमाना था...

...क्या जमाना था...

 ...एक जमाना था...
...साथ थे वो...
...साथ थे हम...
...साथ था हमारा प्यार...
...साथ था जमाना...
...खुबसूरत था आज , खुबसूरत कल का था हमें इंतज़ार...
...क्या जमाना था...


 ...बदला जमाना...
...बदले वो...
...बदला उनका प्यार...
...ना बदला तो बस...
...मैं...
...और...
...मेरा सच्चा प्यार...
...तकलीफ मे काट रहा था मैं मेरा आज...
...व्यर्थ कोशिश कर रहा था मैं बार बार...
...लौट कर ना आई वो मेरे पास...
...उनको था उनके निर्णय पर अटल विशवास...
...ना था तो बस मेरे सच्चे प्यार का एहसास...
...खो चूका था मैं मेरी सारी आस...
...खुबसूरत कल का अब न था मुझको इंतज़ार.. 
...क्या जमाना था...


...फिर एक जमाना आया..
...हुआ उनको अपनी गलती का एहसास...
...हुआ उनको मेरे सच्चे प्यार पर विशवास...
...वापस बदला जमाना और बदले वो...
...वापस आया उनके दिल मे मेरे लिए उनका खोया प्यार...
...कुछ ना कर पाया बदला जमाना...
...कुछ ना कर पाए बदले वो...


 ...मैं तो कब का छोड़ चूका था जमाना...
...नहीं था इतना सहास मुझमे की कर पता...
...मैं उनका और पहले बदले ज़माने का सामना...


  ...सच्चे आशिकों...
...प्यार खोना...आस नहीं...सच्चे प्यार की ताकत नहीं...
...सच्चा प्यार...
...हमेशा सच्चा और पूरा होता है... 
 चाहे ...जितना हो बुरा आज...
कल ...हमेशा होगा आपका प्यार आपके साथ... 
क्यूँकी ...खुदा ने खुद अपने हाथों से किया है...
...सच्चे आशिकों और सच्चे प्यार का निर्माण...

 

Friday, 2 March 2012

...वो क्या समझेगी मेरी बातें...


...सोच कर, आज भी बीती बातें...
...कट जाती है बिना पलके झुके, मेरी सारी रातें...
...आँखों के सामने आ जातें हैं, हमारी पुरानी यादें...
...कभी हसने तो कभी रोने लगता हूँ, मै तेरे नाते...
...करने लगता हूँ अपने आप से जाने क्या क्या बातें???
...दिमाग कहता है मेरे दिल को, अरे ओ दीवाने...
...पहले तो नहीं माना था, तू मेरी बातें...
...अब खुद के साथ मुझको भी तडपा ले...
...ठोकर मिली, अब तो मेरा कहा मान ले...
...लौट कर वापस वो नहीं आने वाली...
...चाहे जितना भी तू उसे माना ले...
...अब बंद कर तू गीली करनी अपनी आँखें...   
...क्यूँ बरबाद करता है तू अपनी ज़िन्दगी उसके नाते...
...जिसने कभी कदर नहीं की तेरे और तेरे सच्चे प्यार की...
...वो क्या समझेगी तेरी बातें...