...whatever i am today, it's just because of you...

 ...today whatever i am... 

...its just because of your presence in my life...

...you came in my life, adding smiles...
...you went away from my life, wetting my eyes...

...you came in my life, shaking hands...
...you went away from my life, waving hands...

...you came in my life, like an angel...
...you went away from my life, like a stranger...

...you came in my life, i started dreaming even with open eyes...
...you went away from my life, i can't even dream with closed eyes...

...you came in my life, with hopes...
...you went away from my life, breaking my hopes...

...you came in my life, asking for my heart...
...you went away from my life, asking back for your heart...

...you came in my life, everything changed for good...
...you went away from my life, everything is still the same except you....

...you came in my life, just for a while...
...you went away from my life, left me all alone for rest of my life...

...all wonder how i still manage living my life with smiles...

...even when i miss u all the time...
...its just because i live thinking of those moments i had with you...
...those moments make me smile even when i want to cry...
...those moments were, are & will always be the best moments of my life...
...although it was just for a while...
...your presence made my life...

...I BECAME TRUE FROM BEING A FAKE GUY...
...THANKS FOR COMING IN MY LIFE...
...TODAY WHATEVER I AM...

...IT'S JUST BECAUSE OF...
...YOUR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE...

...EVEN IF IT WAS JUST FOR A WHILE...
...YOU INDEED MADE MY LIFE...

...THANKS FOR COMING IN MY LIFE...

 ...LOVE YOU...

...MISS YOU...

 ...THANK YOU...

...BEFORE I GET WEAK... ...GO AWAY...

...ONE DAY...

....one day you asked for my heart...
...i made you my sweetheart straight away...

...one day you asked for my promises...
...i gave you my commitments straight away...

...one day you asked for my true relation...
...i made you my feelings straight away...

...one day you asked for my love...
...i made you my life straight away...

...THAN ONE DAY CAME... 

 ...you asked me to leave you...
...you asked me to end everything with you...
...i tried convincing you madly & badly...
...but the reason you gave to do so was all over you...
...i realized it seeing your face...
...never wanted you to give, what you wanted from me...

...BUT...

...you started crying & to make you smile...
...i forgot all my up comings pains & sufferings...

...I SAID...
...BEFORE I GET WEAK...
...GO AWAY...
...i gave you what i never wanted to give you...

 ...LOVE YOU, MISS YOU...

  
...love is not about your own self, its about sacrificing &
compromising yourself for someone else...

सच्चे दिल से चाहो किसी को, खुदा को पायो अपने सिने मे

खुदा ने कहा मुझसे

"क्यूँ खड़ा है दूर तू मुझसे, नजदीक आ तू मेरे"

"दुनिया आती है दर पे मेरे, मैं खुद आया हूँ ज़न्नत से पृथ्वी पे"

"खड़ा हूँ तेरे दर पे" 

 "लौटा देगा क्या मूर्ख, मुझे बिना मिलाये तू मुझसे"

मैंने कहा खुदा से

लौट जा तू मेरे दर से

दुनिया मानती होगी तुझे दिल से

मैं सिर्फ मानता हूँ अपनी महबूबा को दिल से

खुदा ने कहा मुझसे

"मुझे गर्व है मुझपे"

"जो मैंने डाला मेरा खुद का दिल तेरे सिने मे"

"मुझे मिला दिया तू मुझसे"

"माँग जो माँगना है तुझे"

मैंने हाथ जोड़कर माँगा खुदा से

हर इंसान के सिने मे डाल दे तू अपना दिल

होने दे सब चाहने वाले की प्रेम कहानी पूरी

न होगी कभी किसी चाहने वाले की दासतान अधूरी

तब मानूंगा मैं तुझे

तेरे खुद के दिल से

जो है मेरे सिने मे

 

 खुदा ने फिर कहा मुझसे

"मुझे गर्व है मुझपे"

"जो मैंने डाला मेरा खुद का दिल तेरे सिने मे"

"सच्चे दिल से चाहो किसी को,पायो मुझे अपने सिने मे"

ये कह के खुदा चले गए और मुझको पता चला की...

"सच्चे दिल से चाहो किसी को, खुदा को पायो अपने सिने मे"

...oNe DaY oF mY LiFe...

 ...oNe DaY oF mY LiFe...

  
...one day you came in my life...
...i started living my life...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...i started missing my own self from my life...

...one day you came in my life...
...i started seeing my own image in your eyes...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...even shadows of mine started ignoring me, left my side...

...one day you came in my life...
...i always smiled, never cried...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...i always cry, never smile...

...one day you came in my life...
...emotions of mine were hard to get described...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...emotions flows from my eyes...

...one day you came in my life...
...everyday was a valentines day (happy day) of my life...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...everyday became judgement day (suffering day) of my life...

...one day you came in my life...
...perfection was added to my profile...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...imperfection again took over my perfect life...

...one day you came in my life...
...it was & will forever be the best day of my life...
...one day you walked away from my life...
...it is & will always be the worst day of my life...

...one day you came in my life...
...i started loving & praising my life...
...you made my life..

...one day you walked away from my life...
...i started regretting & fucking hate my life... 

...WHY ???? WHY ??? WHY ???
...WHY ??? YOU WALKED AWAY CHANGING MY LIFE...
...PLEASE, COMEBACK IN MY LIFE...

...OR ELSE I HAVE NO OTHER OPTION LEFT...

...OTHER THAN ENDING MY LIFE...
...PLEASE, COMEBACK OR ELSE I WILL DIE...

  

...MISSING YOU...
 

...I LOVE YOU, THREE WORDS OF MY LIFE...

...I LOVE YOU, THREE WORDS OF MY LIFE...

 

  

...you said to me, "JAANU" no one will make you cry...
...never knew, you will be the only one ending my smiles...

...you said to me, "BETU" no one will blame you...
...never knew, talking to me pointing fingers will be you...

...you said to me, "SWEETU" no one will misunderstand you...
...never knew, questions to clarify myself will be asked by you...

...you said to me, "BABU" no one will disrespect you...
...never knew, me & my true feelings will be mocked only by you...

  

...you said to me, "HONEY" no one will make you suffer in your life...
...never knew, playing with my life was actually you...

...you said to me, "DARLING" you make me feel special, feel like i am an ANGEL...
...never knew, you will be the only one leaving me alone, making me feel like a stranger...

...you said to me, "SWEETHEART" no one will stop you from moving up in your life...
...never knew, you will be the only one putting shackles to my life...

...you said to me "OH MY BABY, I LOVE YOU"...
...never knew, every time saying "I LOVE YOU" was just a matter of three words for you...
 

...i can't FORGIVE you my entire life...
...because, i never BLAME you for doing whatever you felt like... 

...you want to know the reason WHY???

...here i am letting you know the reason WHY...

...when i said "I LOVE YOU" i gave you my entire life...

...after that whatever you did, it was your RIGHT...

 ...you did all with your own (my) life...

  ...NO REGRETS...

...NO DEMANDS...

??? NO QUESTIONS ???

 ...NO HARD FEELINGS FOR YOU...
...my life will be all yours till the time i say...

...I LOVE YOU...

 ...at least trust me this time, when i say you...

...my last line before i die...

...will be those very three words of my life...

...I LOVE YOU...

...which will still be a matter of three words for you even that time...

  

...MY MR. RIGHT...

 

 

...like others...
...i also see dreams...
...in fact, lots of dreams...
...some dreams make me smile...
...some dreams make me cry...
...some dreams make me surprise...
...some dreams make me looser...
...some dreams make me winner...
...some dreams make me realize...

...like others...
...i also recall my dreams...
...in fact, recall them right after every night...
...recalling those dreams make me dream again with open eyes...
...all my night dreams gets linked to morning dream of mine...
...dream of how would be MY MR. RIGHT???
...MR. RIGHT who will do anything & everything to make me smile...
...MR. RIGHT who will do anything & everything to keep my tears aside...
...MR. RIGHT who will do anything & everything to make me surprised every time...
...MR. RIGHT who will stand by my side motivating me whenever i loose...
...MR. RIGHT who will always be a part of my achievements, admire my wins...
...MR. RIGHT who will do anything & everything to make me realize...
...realize that whatever i had in my dreams was never a lie...

...excited...

...i am excited to meet & ask that guy...
...how, he made me felt his presence throughout my life (till date) ???

...my fingers will be crossed before getting his reply...
...i just wish he replies to me, what i already had in my mind...

...i just wish he replies to me asking with the same question that i had  for MY MR RIGHT...
...if he replies to me asking how, i was able to make my presence felt so far in his life ???

...i will be assured...
...i will realize...
...my dreams never lied...
...i got MY MR. RIGHT...
...he is MY MR. RIGHT...

 ...expressing my friend SONAL MURARKA feelings & lines for her MR. RIGHT...

...every lines of her made me felt that her emotions are so RIGHT (true)...
...no chance of her dreams not coming true...
...she will get her MR. RIGHT...

...क्या जमाना था...

...क्या जमाना था...

 ...एक जमाना था...

...साथ थे वो...

...साथ थे हम...

...साथ था हमारा प्यार...

...साथ था जमाना...

...खुबसूरत था आज , खुबसूरत कल का था हमें इंतज़ार...

...क्या जमाना था...

 ...बदला जमाना...

...बदले वो...

...बदला उनका प्यार...

...ना बदला तो बस...

...मैं...

...और...

...मेरा सच्चा प्यार...

...तकलीफ मे काट रहा था मैं मेरा आज...

...व्यर्थ कोशिश कर रहा था मैं बार बार...

...लौट कर ना आई वो मेरे पास...

...उनको था उनके निर्णय पर अटल विशवास...

...ना था तो बस मेरे सच्चे प्यार का एहसास...

...खो चूका था मैं मेरी सारी आस...

...खुबसूरत कल का अब न था मुझको इंतज़ार.. 

...क्या जमाना था...

...फिर एक जमाना आया..

...हुआ उनको अपनी गलती का एहसास...

...हुआ उनको मेरे सच्चे प्यार पर विशवास...

...वापस बदला जमाना और बदले वो...

...वापस आया उनके दिल मे मेरे लिए उनका खोया प्यार...

...कुछ ना कर पाया बदला जमाना...

...कुछ ना कर पाए बदले वो...

 ...मैं तो कब का छोड़ चूका था जमाना...

...नहीं था इतना सहास मुझमे की कर पता...

...मैं उनका और पहले बदले ज़माने का सामना...

  ...सच्चे आशिकों...

...प्यार खोना...आस नहीं...सच्चे प्यार की ताकत नहीं...

...सच्चा प्यार...

...हमेशा सच्चा और पूरा होता है... 

 चाहे ...जितना हो बुरा आज...

कल ...हमेशा होगा आपका प्यार आपके साथ... 

क्यूँकी ...खुदा ने खुद अपने हाथों से किया है...

...सच्चे आशिकों और सच्चे प्यार का निर्माण...

 

...वो क्या समझेगी मेरी बातें...

...सोच कर, आज भी बीती बातें...

...कट जाती है बिना पलके झुके, मेरी सारी रातें...

...आँखों के सामने आ जातें हैं, हमारी पुरानी यादें...

...कभी हसने तो कभी रोने लगता हूँ, मै तेरे नाते...

...करने लगता हूँ अपने आप से जाने क्या क्या बातें???

...दिमाग कहता है मेरे दिल को, अरे ओ दीवाने...

...पहले तो नहीं माना था, तू मेरी बातें...

...अब खुद के साथ मुझको भी तडपा ले...

...ठोकर मिली, अब तो मेरा कहा मान ले...

...लौट कर वापस वो नहीं आने वाली...

...चाहे जितना भी तू उसे माना ले...

...अब बंद कर तू गीली करनी अपनी आँखें...   

...क्यूँ बरबाद करता है तू अपनी ज़िन्दगी उसके नाते...

...जिसने कभी कदर नहीं की तेरे और तेरे सच्चे प्यार की...

...वो क्या समझेगी तेरी बातें...